Post by cherry on Mar 21, 2009 19:21:57 GMT -8
Slightly hard to read, but if you've been following the Kai/Elio saga.. This is a must-read.
WARNING;; This is sad as fuck xD.
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WARNING;; This is sad as fuck xD.
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Tokidoki Lily (01:37:43): -It was 5.30am, nearly sunrise, and she'd left it dangerously late, but she' wasn't stupid. After the nights events, if she'd turned up and knocked on Kai's door, he'd've probably left her to burn. That was why she had the spare key she had had cut when they were together. He'd taken the key he'd given her back, but he hadn't known about the spare.. Smirking, she let herself in, keeping as quiet as she could. She shed her clothing on her way up the stairs before slipping into the large bed behind him, her arm draped over him, whilst her head rested in the groove of his neck so that her face was next to hers as he slept. She knew damn well what she smelt of, and she knew she risked being hurt.. But she was in this to hurt him now, nothing else.. Wasnt she?- Morning, Itoshii..
Tokidoki Lily (01:38:27): [her face was next to his*]
infamousjoannah (01:42:06): -He heard the door being unlocked and knew immediately it was her. He remained in bed, eyes shut praying it was nothing but a dream. Unfortunately it wasn't and it didnt take long for her to come up the stairs and slip into bed with him. Scowling he smelt the disgusting scent of sex, smoke, and alcohol all over and worst of all the scent of a Kuchiki- Get the fuck out of my house before I rip you apart
Tokidoki Lily (01:44:13): -Giggled coldly, she pressed her naked form against his back as she grazed her lips over his shoulders.- Oh come on, Kai.. I want make amends.. -Her voice made it plain that, given a chance, she would actually try for a reconcilliation if the chance presented itself, but she was willing to push that away if it meant she wound him up. She was willing to wind him tighter than she ever had as her hand slid to trace little circles over his hipbone with her fingertips.- Didn't you miss me?
Tokidoki Lily (01:44:32): [want to*]
infamousjoannah (01:49:46): -Throws the covers off of him and quickly pulls away from her, leaving her alone ont he bed. Being in just his boxers, he moved towards his closer to grab something to throw on, not wanting Elio to see him like this anymore.- Elio, please. I'm asking you to leave nicely -clenches his hands into fists tightly after throwing on a pair of slacks-
Tokidoki Lily (01:51:14): -she wrapped the covers loosely around her as she lay, quite leisurely, in the bed. A sly smirk crossed her face.- But babycakes, isnt this what you wanted? -She ran her tongue over her fangs slowly.- I'm not going anywhere..
infamousjoannah (01:55:13): [sorry IMrping with liz too T_T]
Tokidoki Lily (01:55:28): [lul]
infamousjoannah (01:56:30): Then you can stay here then I'll go elsewhere -totally oblivious to the fact the sun is out at the moment. All he wants to do is get away from his wife or ex wife, whatever she is-
Tokidoki Lily (01:58:32): You can't. -She grinned softly, then sighed, rising from the bed, dragging the sheet with her to conceal herself.- The sun's out. Besides.. I only did this for you. I thought you wanted me to be under your control forever. Its why you married me, right? -She moved to him, standing infront him, a mock innocent expression on her pretty face.-
infamousjoannah (01:59:57): -growls as he looks down at her- I married you because I loved you at one point but I don't anymore. I loved Elio Caser not Elio the whore -moves around her and leaves the room moodily-
Tokidoki Lily (02:01:12): -Growling, she followed him.- Don't you like what I've become? Your little protege.. -She grabbed his arm angrily.- You started this, now finish it!
infamousjoannah (02:02:32): -Swats her hand away before wrapping his cold fingers over her throat just like old times and slams her back against the wall behind her, making sure her head banged against the corner of a picture frame- Finish it by what? Killing you? Is that what you want me to do, darling?
Tokidoki Lily (02:05:40): -Wincing, she gritted her teeth to prevent herself from crying out. Regaining her composure as the shockleft her, she growled, though the conviction was gone from the noise.- Kill me? I implore you to try, if you cant stand to look at what you created -The last three words were spat venemously as she seemingly ignored his hand around her throat.-
infamousjoannah (02:07:12): -With his free hand he tore the blanket from her, exposing her body to him before that same hand grazed over her body from her thigh up to her stomach- You really think that I can't or won't kill you Elio?
Tokidoki Lily (02:09:46): -Growling, she parted her lips into a snarl, her upper one being pressed flush with her gums. She didnt bother to cover herself up; he'd seen it plenty of times.- I don't know what to think anymore. You aren't the Kai I married. -Simple, emotionless words.-
infamousjoannah (02:11:15): Do i need to remind you who you married then? -traces his fingers over her bare stomaching before pressing the tips of his fingers hard against her, slowly attempting to force his hand through her like he had done before- Is that what you want?
Tokidoki Lily (02:12:30): -She cried out, her hands shooting down to grab his and stop him.- No! -She gripped his wrist as tight as she could, fear for him flashing in those eyes for the first time in a while.-
infamousjoannah (02:13:55): -applies more pressure- But darling, I thought this is what you wanted? You said you missed me did you not? -Looks up at her with a devilish grin while the hand around her throat tightened- I had asked you nicely to leave yet you insist on pushing my buttons
Tokidoki Lily (02:15:11): -She bought her legs up, pushing his hand away as best she could. She wasnt attempting to kick him, yet, just to force his hand away.- I missed the Kai I knew! The one who didn't leave me to fucking die!
infamousjoannah (02:16:47): And I miss.... Now that I think about it, I don't miss you... I miss Elizabeth -with that said he sents his hand right through her until his palm was pressed against the wall behind her- Mmmm but I miss doing this to you, I will admit that
Tokidoki Lily (02:18:28): -She inhaled sharply, an empty intake of air as she felt his hand shoot through her. She dug her fingernails into his arm, holding him there as her eyes found his. A slight trickle of blood appeared in the corner of her mouth.- Y-you..
infamousjoannah (02:21:12): I? Speak up babycakes, I can't hear you that well -winces slightly as her nails dug into his arm. Growls and jerks his arm upward, in attempt to stretch her wound-
Tokidoki Lily (02:22:31): Don't! -She damn near scream the word as he jerked his arm, her head falling forwards as she kept her grip on him. She coughed lightly, wincing as it shot pain through her body.- D-don't do this..
infamousjoannah (02:24:43): Give me a damn good reason why I shouldn't. i gave you a chance to leave peacefully not once but twice and you refused and here we are... -swifly pulls his arm from her and lets her go all together, letting her fall to the floor- Is killing you the only way I'm going to be able to get you to leave me be, Elio? Hmmm
Tokidoki Lily (02:27:06): -She cried out in pain as she hit the floor, her face contorting before she inahled deeply. The first few tears drained slowly from her eyes as she swallowed a sob, the jerk rocking her body painfully.- Because n-no matter how much you p-p-pretend otherwise.. you still love me. -She wasnt sure her did now, but her voice was so weak, she didnt know if he'd hear her. It was odd how qucikly she had gotten used to not beig beaten again.-
Tokidoki Lily (02:27:18): [too many typos to coreect xD]
Tokidoki Lily (02:27:23): [correct*]
infamousjoannah (02:27:50): [itso k XD]
Tokidoki Lily (02:27:57): [ROFL. ;D]
infamousjoannah (02:31:03): -Pouts as he bends down, stroking his fingertips against her cheek- Aw darling is that what you really think? -growls as he takes a chunk of her hair into his hand and stands again- Hate to break it to you babycakes but I don't love you anymore -begins dragging her down the hallway, walking towards the stairs-
Tokidoki Lily (02:32:33): -Crying out, she was too weak to fight as she was dragged.- K-kai, p-please.. I'm still the Elio y-you loved.. -Her plan had backfired and she knew she would have to now beg for her life.. and beg well.-
infamousjoannah (02:33:54): Really? The Elio I loved didn't act like this... -walks down the stairs, still dragging her by her hair- Now, I can't decide whether to throw you out into the sun or leave you in the basement to starve to death hmmm...
Tokidoki Lily (02:39:12): -Crying out, she felt her tears come thick and fast now.- I can b-be who I u-used to b-be, Kai! -She was clearly panicked at what he had said, realising now she had unleashed a beast in him more fearsome than before.- I-I swear t-to you! -She cried. She could have probably saved her skin by saying she'd leave him alone, but she couldnt.. Couldnt even think it. She hated herself for it, but she still loved him. Why? She wished she didn't, but the sun suddenly seemed more appealing than eternity without her sire. Did he even understand that?-
infamousjoannah (02:43:25): Oh Elio, baby that's about the... Fourth or fifth time you've thrown the same empty promise at me -Gets to the foot of the stairs and lets her go. Looks up at the staircase and sighs loudly annoyed at the sight of the blood which was suddenly quite appealing. It had been three entire days since he had fed from a woman. He had been feeding on animals to keep Liz from being jealous- Hmm... I could drain you completely and then leave you in my basement to rot...
Tokidoki Lily (02:45:52): -She cried heavier now.- I w-will! I swear. If I d-dont you can throw me out into the sun just. p-please, Kai... -There was a fear in her voice so deep and perturbed, one he had would not have heard since he raped her on his desk and turned her.. So long ago. She curled into a ball, the familiar itching appearing in her stomach.-
infamousjoannah (02:49:36): Oh is that what you want? -Crouches down before her and once again brushes his fingertips across her pale cheeks with a smile- But remember? I never gave you what you wanted so why would I start now right? -laughs evily while pushing a few locks off of her face-
Tokidoki Lily (02:50:53): -She sobbed, closing her eyes as he touched her face tenderly. She knew it was nothing like a caring touch, just a harsher edge to whatever cold action or words he had lined up.- B-because I'm s-scared.. Please d-dont do t-this..
Tokidoki Lily (02:52:24): [PAUSE! cigg <3]
infamousjoannah (02:52:27): Scared?! Scared of little old me?! But why? -he had lost his mind now- I thought you loved me not feared me silly woman... [XD k]
Tokidoki Lily (02:55:55): [ahaaa fags inspire me to make tearjerker posts ;D]
infamousjoannah (02:56:19): [D: XD]
Tokidoki Lily (02:59:34): -In that moment, her face changed. Her eyes opened, and silently they told him that she knew she wasn't going to survive. Whether he threw her out into the brilliant sunshine, left her to starve in the basement, or just left her there desperately needing blood..- I-I'm sorry.. -Her face softened; the way it been the day she had walked into his office. With the realisation that the one who had made her a vampire would now end her life, her stress had melted away. She knew now it was not he who had made her into a monster, but the other way around, and the apology was the softest, sincerest sound she had ever made. She laid her cheek on the floor, letting her eyes closed in acceptance as in silence she waited for the inevitable, knowing with certainty now that she would not make it out alive.-
infamousjoannah (03:04:33): [sorry had to get food Xd]
Tokidoki Lily (03:04:51): [rofl. me and ever thought you were sobbing over my tearjerker ;D]
infamousjoannah (03:05:14): [ T_T i am now]
Tokidoki Lily (03:05:33): [ LOL. begs not for real? ]
infamousjoannah (03:05:56): [nah but i feel bad but kai lost his mindddd]
Tokidoki Lily (03:06:06): [ xD. woop. go go go! ]
infamousjoannah (03:06:12): [can i kill her XD]
Tokidoki Lily (03:06:18): [ ... ]
Tokidoki Lily (03:06:32): [ do it before i change my mind. but he's gotta be consumed by guilt atleast for a while! XD ]
infamousjoannah (03:06:47): [oh he is LOL]
Tokidoki Lily (03:06:52): [ and i can admin one of my other chars XD ]
infamousjoannah (03:06:59): [then noah can go after him XD]
infamousjoannah (03:08:17): Sorry? Sorry?! -again he lets out a loud cackle before standing again, grabbing her by her hair once more- No baby, I'm sorry... -begins making his way towards the front door. He had made up his mind and knew exactly what he wanted to do-
Tokidoki Lily (03:09:13): - She didn't scream, or cry out. The acceptance had sunk in and instead she sobbed softly as one hand came up to touch his gently, not trying to prize it from around her hair.. but a last touch, that perhaps one day he would remember fleetingly.-
Tokidoki Lily (03:11:56): [-is all teary xD-]
infamousjoannah (03:12:14): -Once he reached the door he stopped and bent down once more to take her by her arms and lift her up so that she was standing before him but with his help of course- Oh Elio, I really am going to miss you... -leans forward about to press his lips against hers for the last time- [yah im all :[ ]
Tokidoki Lily (03:13:38): -She nodded softly, swallowing her sobs as her eyes closed now. She didnt want to open them; couldnt bear to see her imminent death, no matter how much she had accepted it.- I know.. -She whispered softly, weakly.-
infamousjoannah (03:17:55): I'm sure we'll meet again in hell babycakes... -with that said he used one hand to pull open the front door, stepping back a bit then turning so that she was facing it rather than him. Turning his head away as the door opened fully, he for a moment, had second thoughts then immediately pushed the thoughts aside before tossing her carelessly out into the sun-
Tokidoki Lily (03:18:58): -Giving no fight, she simply gave a last sob as she was launched into the early morning sun. She saw and heard no more the sun devoured her body.-
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